An overhaul

Ive found myself lately becoming increasingly frustrated as to what's become 'popular' in the 'alternative female model' world. all these waifish rainbow coloured hair girls with copious amounts of tattoos and holes in their face, pulling duck face and posing like their a suicide girl. Look, there's nothing wrong with doing that if that's what you want, but for me, i don't want to be half naked pulling a duck face and unfortunately most photographers are lapping it up.

so i approach a photographer who's worked with alt models and ask to collaborate and the images he sends as an idea are all.... ah, not my idea of art. so i approach a photographer who photographs agency models and get shot down all together cause im 'just not what they're looking for".

so ive had somewhat of a personal identity crisis and no longer have blue hair, throwing out a vast majority of my overly gothic/lolita/ave clothing as my own little personal protest.

taking some time to find like minded people who want to create art and will inspire me to create my own art. i don't want to be apart of an ego driven popularity contest anymore. i still love modeling and photography and fashion just need to find a place within that community in more comfortable.